Intuitively Blind

Short yet concise, 
Breathed all through the norms,
Breathed all through the doubt,
Breathed all away till it came out of secularity,
This breath I speak of is only an extinguishment in presence,
Only to what converses me through my own assumption,
I bestow my wrath upon me ,
For I know not no intuition of any being other than me.

In others I seek,
And yet I mistaken each and the other,
My seek is only my imprisonment of me,
For I know no such truth that explains itself vividly,
So I broke the sought of my seek,
And remained me,
It was nevertheless a plea of silence,
Silence which floats above as below,
This empowerment of silence has subdued my ego,
And by such hands I shall no longer remain remembered,
I shall be here to witness the existence,
For I know that I’m only here to observe. 

Remember only that this text perpetuates you the will,
A will for no long, no short or no narrower path of an avert,
Gleam none’s journey,
Mistaken not your concern,
It’s only okay if it’s all gone through the dawn,
For let this reminder of your ego be,
That you’re only here to observe,
And your observation will only remain within your perceptive feelings,
And not your true one. 

-Othello D. Gomes

Dreamt Light

If ever it were a dream, 

I’d relive it not, 

As the point of having one is to not relive it, 

Will I be here?
Will I be you ?
Will I be me? 

Or will you be me? 

Why not be all at once? 

After all, it’s you and I ,

You and I,

You and I that made up this universe. 

I saw stars glimmer as brightly as the crown, 

I was quite near the end of its edge, 

If you asked whether it burnt me or not,

You’d not get an answer,

As It’s not the sort of question that needs to be answered,

The edge of the star was just meant to be seen,

All that glimmers within is not to be seen,

But to be felt & only felt. 

I ask again in a different correlative question:

Do you think it’s a dream ? 

Even if it is,

It doesn’t matter, 

Nor did it ever. 

If we all share the same energy within,

Then there’s no burning sensation meant to be felt,

So keep dreaming this everlasting effulgent dream. 

-Othello D. Gomes

The i-Sentiment

All these materials glitter through my name,
This is why I never intended to seek any fame, 
A labradorite of meaning always held my glory, 

And I never used my connotation to create a story, 

For I knew that I would only be living today, 

It’s the disciples in ignorance that are in true delay, 

Urging money and degrees yet never true to deeds,

Withstanding torture and isolation may only feed. 

But I guarantee to Ra, you will speak peace,

However, It’s only these riches that will halt you in cease. 

Can I please wake up from this nightmare ?

Why am I awake? 

Why am I walking around parallel to my body ? 

I can only get back, 

Yet I can’t move, 

Who let that figure in to my eyes. 

Friendliness or Neutrality,

 Decision shan’t be needed,

It’s the same process which calls all of us home. 

Take me around the circle of truth, 

It’s very confusing ,

So vague, 

How can I choose ?

 Rationality, 

How dare thee?

 How can I be right ? 

Is it because I’m full of ego ? 

Oh gosh ! 

I’m not real,

 So when I finally embarked on the journey of 8,

I came to realize the one is not true to all. 

Let’s take a trip to this parallel dimension, 

Once you get dropped, 

You’ll hurt your head,

It won’t be this reality, 

But once you get conscious,

You’ll recollect all the treasures,

A second death you never wished for, 

The ultimate death is knowledge.

-Othello D. Gomes

A Clash Of Chests

Here are 2 contrast poems I made a while back ( initially as a school project).
1st one: 

Paradoxical timeline, however, It’s not a dream

In a world made for us,
The patriots of the snow,
Blends into the bow of tomorrow,
For we once never sought sorrow,
As our minds were never narrow,
For we worked delicate and mowed through;
Halt !
Capture them and let’s make it anew. 

Accept our gifts of bloom,
We’ve made more progress than any other,
The philanthropy has us all covered in sparkling diamond,
We shan’t ever worry for all this gold;
Lead them right through the herd,
For I say:
The holy grail is in the tablets of the aeons,
And not once shall it fail to grasp from our hands !

Let’s stand up together,
My Brothers Of The Present, Past and Tomorrow,
We shall dine in the throat of the seedling,
And shall slaughter a sheep for our feast of glory,
For we deserve this power and fame,
And so does our father of understanding.

May mercy be in your soul,
For we are your great saviours !

2nd one a.k.a. counter poem:
The Land that accepts you , despite slaughter !

The world is made for all,
None is superior or inferior,
The blends of sorrow and hatred,
Filled all our hearts with the trails of the unnatural sky,
Though, I still speak on the people’s behalf,
My energy echoes throughout the universe’s heart;
As delicate as we all work, our hearts are always singing birds !

Though, you’ve failed to understand gaia,
We’ve accepted you in our hearts,
For we’re not you at all !
The gold and diamonds you speak of,
Mean nothing more than treacherous blood in everyone’s memories,
Shut down our abilities,
But shutting down our inner spirits,
Will require more than your systematic illusion,
And since we still have the birds of the universe on our side,
The crystals of the past are still in our hands. 

Let’s take a moment,
For your standing as a whole mean nothing more,
Our unity lies in infinity,
And your narrowness will not be prevailed over such ignorance,
No power,
No fame,
Only gratitude and everlasting love are what we have,
And what we seek is what is already there,
So we shall not seek at all,
For we are children of the One and The Infinite. 

Infinite love shall always be with you,
For our love holds no boundaries even in the face of lost souls. 

-Othello Gomes

The Unknown Known

The Ultimate Mystery was done into history,

The Blue Bird Flies to the Breeze.

One Summer Turned away to fall,

As did the day you missed the call,

For I never made step towards ,

The Wind flying in complete verge.

As the day passed,

I told myself:

Never worry friend,

Let your ego go,

I saw this through your energy flows,

I said that I never betrayed the law.

When the water got wasted by the cloud,

I thought why I never saw the form,

Even though, I was the victim of time,

I laid away myself from extravagant ties,

Cause I fooled me into being a slave,

And the memories never stepping the flow,

I called myself a fool,

And left a floor,

For I knew we all were children astray.

I cried till tears hugged me right away,

Cause the non-stop energy flowing was there with me.

Open your eyes, I said

Get out of that cage, bird !

You knew that you were light!

Have you never thought who we are ?

Did I stay ever close to your mind ?

Caused those blinded guides, no intend to apologize.

Stored the anger, oh it was me !

Got your anxiety right in time.

The shivers I caused in your spine can now all shiver away,

You dependent fool…..

Intuition, proposition needed none.

Every second, every moment, ever present.

Driven all by the crazy forces of nature,

All the aesthetic reserved in the heart.

And the cosmos said:

I am all of you when none, as if none was never ever one.

Hey child, if you can come, the peace you get will not ever hurt you or your peer.

The promise won’t be made,

But the energy will be flowing through you.

-Othello D. Gomes

The UnLost Cause

Hinder all of this towards your way,
Not my way, but your way, but one’s way,
Have the time ready ,
When you learn to count time,
If that’s ironic enough,
Then tell me what’s freedom?
Refer not to rights,
Refer not to perception,
Refer not to rationality,
Refer not to discovery,
Neither refer to any imagination. 

You can’t see past me,
Can you ?
I didn’t tell you to,
I wasn’t the subject nor the object,
All you had to do was pick up that book,
And throw it away.
Insignificant significance wasn’t mean to be your way,
However, you didn’t know that,
You had to not know that,
Knowing nonsensical illusions weren’t your curiosity after all,
I sensed this dogma all along,
I have no control over your birdcage though,
Your bird has to remain within your grasp,
Cause that’s what you need as your sole pet. 

Take me away,
Said I never,
Take me away,
Rip off that mask that you once gifted me with,
Get out of all the barriers that you once called home,
It wasn’t ever meant to be within what was impossible,
For I told you:
Exist within, not without,
Substitute the dogma away,
You weren’t lost, anyway. 

- Othello D. Gomes

The Enigmatic Conclusion Of The Labyrinth

The arrival of the enigma,
Bestowed my contemplations,
Through the neat,
And the knot,
Do you feel the numbers now ?
The numbers we once didn’t know of?
I ask not ,
I state not,
I feel not,
I am no empath. 

Avert Not Thine Eyes,
Find the golden civilization,
For its myths shall be your light,
The process of the light gets blown,
For thy hasn’t yet fully succumbed,
So thy shall use the remaining of your last will.

You ask me what’s aesthetic,
My answer doesn’t suit your tree of knowledge,
Shed thy leaves,
Grow anew,
The doves will come and go,
So will the flying horses,
For that,
You shall cover all the revelations,
But don’t forget whose tree it is you bear.

The Enigmatic Conclusion
By Othello D. Gomes

The Nature

When I refer to nature, I don't simply refer to nature as a whole, but from a perceptive point of view, as the only nature we're most aware, and conscious of is most probably "The Human Nature", as blatant as it sounds,  it's quite true, since everything we've perceived, demonstrated , studied, invented, and imagined are all from the perspective of a human being, as we're all blatantly 'humans'. 

I know everyone has at one point wondered what the 'true' , or rational nature of reality, or the universe is, besides the system we've created to understand the elements, and fundamentals of it. It's a very thought provoking topic, which can't be simplified easily, as the root of it is simply found in the void, or in infinity - when it comes to infinity , it simply defies everything there is to all we know about the whole universe's nature. What we have come to comprehend as the nature of the universe, may essentially not be the nature of what everything, but only towards who 'we' really are, because everything we view , or comprehend comes from the individual perspective of a human being. There might not ever be any absolute truth to anything out there, no matter who, or how anyone tries to present the agenda for what they believe, and how they preach it, for it'd only show the reflection who they are, and how they function, and how they think. It's getting quite complex, right? Well, no, it's not. How one thinks shouldn't be confused with what one thinks, because no matter what the perception is of an individual remains untouched within the frequent presence of the observation. Everything is untouched, nothing is tampered with, all is just observation. It's just you, and yourself, and your eyes' reflection of reality, not the reality itself that you're actually experiencing. All you are , is just a vessel for the state of what we call "living", "experiencing" , or "feeling", nothing outside of what you believe inside this state, is close to what you think of yourself. The reason why I say this , has already been stated a few sentences back: "WE'RE JUST A FREQUENT PRESENCE OF WHAT WE CALL THE EXPERIENCE OF EVERY REFLECTION PRESENTED BY OUR OWN MIND."

While, this is quite sophisticated, it still stands strong at what it aims to convey in a certain sense of the individual. If indeed , nature is meant to have a balance between bad, and good, and have what Darwin describes as "survival of the fittest", then it goes against a lot of physical properties, when it comes to bonding, separating, and reacting to one another in the surrounding. We have discovered so much in our own sense, yet we have learn almost close to nothing in our whole lifetime as a civilization, therefore, we can't ever come to the inference that there indeed is a true "nature", much like if there was ever an "absolute truth". 

Can Utopia Be Easily Achieved?

Not too long back I made a video about whether Utopia is what we think it is, and it still strikes my mind with that certain term Of "A Perfect Place".

Ironically , the term's justifiable means are contrary to what we describe it to be.

CAN THERE BE A PERFECT PLACE? 

Is the term "perfect" deceiving your own mind, or is it a perceived view of what something should be, and fit our own agenda ? Because, when we talk about "perfection" , it's mostly that we're not satisfied with it. 

Besides that, it all comes back to what we perceive , and what we think of. No one can establish a 'Perfect Utopia' ; only a Neigh-Utopia can be established, and that's if you look at how people function in this world. Almost everyone thinks their belief is right, and whatever doesn't fit their agenda is deemed 'ridiculous' , 'crazy' , or , 'retarded'. Rationality must come into place when it comes to that; people still abuse 'Rationality', though, thus making everything irrational.
If one thinks their Utopia is the one , and only, it's still not, because that's only a perception, and opinion of that person, and may still have flaws - almost bound to have flaws.

We don't live in a Utopia, but we can make it way way better, only believe me on that. We don't have to achieve a Utopia, we only have to progress, and make everything better, but to do that we must of course abstain from several things first: Violence, A Destructive Ego, and all that's mentioned in the 7 sins. With those gradually refrained from being in use, we could at last spread Infinite Love, just keep radiating that no matter what comes on your path; once you give up on 'Love' , it'll eventually turn you back into the precise opposite, and fill you with the usual negativity, and hate.
To stop all the hate, and violence, we must spread Infinite unconditional love, instead of trying to form a rebellion, and taking over the Castle , and slaying the Kings, and Queens - as that itself is the continuity of violence itself. Sure, the money system is corrupt too, but it'll disappear once the conscious revolution ends.

-CONCLUSION- 

-AVE UNIVERSUM- 

Do We Have Judgemental Love, or Free Love?

Have you ever wondered whether your love is limited by your judgemental mind, or do you think your love is free of it ?


Often, we tend to think that love is deserved to those who do good, and to the innocent. However, why is it that when it comes to those who've done bad things that we must go the depths of extinguishing this thing called "Love", and revert to violence? 

How is violence going to solve the problem of a negative effect that's been affected into someone because of another negative effect. We're too judgemental of love when it comes to someone who hasn't done good deeds, but that's because they're mostly absent of it.  

"The Ability To Observe Without Evaluating is The Highest Form Of Intelligence."
"Only The Free Mind Knows What Love Is."
- J. Krishnamurti 

Yes, a person can kill , and be a psychopath, but should we really return the favor by doing what he has done? Won't that just repeat the cycle and  really extinguish our humane lust for a peaceful environment ? 
After all,  VIOLENCE CAN NEVER EVER SOLVE THE PROBLEM AS AN ANSWER OF VIOLENCE TO VIOLENCE REPEATS VIOLENCE.

"Infinite Love Is The Only Truth. Everything Else Is An Illusion." 
- David Icke

At the end of the day, even the worst of the worst deeds of someone doesn't mean they should be averted from receiving "love" because the more they lack it, the more they revert to violence, and because of our "Judgemental Violence", it all keeps repeating over , and over again. That's the whole cycle of it. 

We all need , and deserve Love, regardless of our deeds.
The best answer to violence will, and will always be "INFINITE LOVE". 

We all need infinite love to get rid of violence, and through that we can all live peacefully with one another. 

INFINITE LOVE IS THE WAY TO PEACE. 

Note: I hold no credits for this picture. Credit goes to its respective owner. 

Scarce Satisfaction

By Othello D. Gomes

What comes around the cycle repeats around itself, 

Escalation of time preceded by the focus of oneself, 

Enough it has, enough it was, and enough it'll never be. 

Why though ? 

Nothing matters in quantity,

But only in imagination. 

Whatever you perceive, 

Gives in your process of leading your intrigue, 

Leaked everything out.

Stigma in art is the aesthetic drought, 

Vibrating every vibe in you to match up what you seek, 

Repetitive , you know it, 

Resistance is impossible. 

Resistance, or is it your imaginary scarcity? 

It's not that you can't resist the same thing, 

It is non-existent inside your mind, 

Only stationary in your perception. 

Hold in, Hold in, Hold in, 

Nothing's wrong at all, 

It's just you, 

You, and this material,

No, it's you, and your reflection, 

Hierarchy is not the general template, 

Hierarchies are only as set as ethics, 

Ethics rule too much over, 

You need not be one with it, 

Nor you need not be as perfect as Nirvana. 

What Do You Really Consider To Be The Truth?

The other day I wrote down my insight on the concept of "Truth" on social media - just Facebook, and Instagram -. I shall paste the paragraph itself here, so  that you all can view it without having to go to the social media site. 

"I hold the concept of "Truth" as to what's only perceived from one's view as evident , while serving as a postulation in others' views who have heard the So called "evidence" , and false in some's eyes who lack the evidence, but that can't always be approved , or disapproved of, as we fundamentally keep moving on with the passing of this present, or moment which leaves us to only the perception of an image our eye created , and the vibration, and energy we feel. It might not be the same in other entity's perspective , therefore it all can be concluded as nothing more than a Rollercoaster in which you only experience whatever you let yourself be experienced into with your own programmed imagination of perception. You are whatever you think is a term for all of this in short. Evidence is simply a postulation from our own imagination , or perception of the reflection it portrays to us; a paradoxical statement , but its counters are relative. That's exactly what maybe Biocentrism kind of conveys, as my insight goes so far. It eventually goes into the term 'solipsism'; even though , aware of itself , is still also considered as a perceived constructive way of viewing one self in a isolationistic state - within the mind - which puts away everything as other worldly matters. Thus, pondering begins in the very perceiver."

Does all of this have to be taken as a fact? 

No, not at all, blatantly. It's meant to be taken just a constructed view of how life differs from what we see it to be. 

According to this very element, everything in life can be taken as just a form of hypothesis, postulation, and theories. But, then question about whether life is even relevant, or not pops up. Truthfully , no one knows what the form of existence, and why it stays in this stable form of non-co-existence is. Scientists can study, and discover certain facts, but they never have come even close to differentiating "meaning, and cause" from "hypothetical study". There can be hundreds of postulations as to why The Big Bang, and how it occurred must be taken as a fact, and according to most physicists, and scientists, it seems to be a complete fact. Like wow, I thought that was just supposed to be taken as a theory along with many others? How can you make a whole bunch of generations feed on it as a fact, but not substitute its eloquence towards being regarded as a theory just like most others. 

Don't get me wrong. I'm a big enthusiast when it comes to the study, and mechanics of Physics, but people should be taught it to be as a theory, rather than a fact like we're all done to back at School.

 Am I still extinguishing that I've been enthusiastic towards parallel universe theories, and time travel theories? Well, I am. Every moment in my mind serves to me as a conversation between the essence of my ego, me, and the various ethereal functions my brain processes, and operates to create the very thoughts I have, and I assure you that not just my mind , but millions upon billions of other species, matter,molecules, atoms, and particles are having almost sort of the same process as I , and you are having. We all have to keep asking questions to end of our very core of physical existence as towards how we see it, or probably infinitely forever. 

Note: I  hold no credit towards this , or any of the other images that I'll be using on this post. Credit to the original owners.

Does this serve as some sort of quandary to "Consciousness" itself ?

Not quite, but it does put off a more severe comprehension of what consciousness is. When it comes to describing "consciousness" itself, the best way I'd describe is: All the senses of every atoms, particles, molecules, matter, anti-matter,vibrations, frequencies, species, & microbes shared in between each other , cumulatively correlating to every forms, which creates an own distinctive patterns of thoughts, senses - all summed up in one -, and feelings within every individuals.

These individuals' pattern of senses makes up the whole process of being conscious within every specific form. However, still being shared and such, it also creates both positive, and negative energies as alleged to the laws of a balanced universe. A balance of both is considered as conscious, while an unbalance  is considered to be unconsciousness, but that completely depends on the phase of the energy it's producing. 

The concept of consciousness in this case does make sense, but still has its skeptic aspects, as towards being perceived. 

What about us? 

Well , our story is very much complex indeed; when you take a look into the conspiracies of global agendas, it starts to make everything we tend to outlook as a very lie. The manipulation of our very consciousness into demising the very us, and making everyone accept it is very much a strategic game, but it's however very much unorthodox. Unbalancing our thoughts, and senses into a global magnetic spherical cycle is not something that can be done overnight. It of course took a course of over hundreds of millenniums, probably even more. 

The question at the end is , though.. Will it still stop us from having a balanced, and Perfect society? 

The answer maybe hard to fathom when you take a look back at how history has processed us into the very beings we are today. Sure, not everyone has, or can be at all risen from their imperfect, or unbalanced consciousness, but that was also the case for the ones that are awakening now. They went through a lot before they became conscious of what's happening now. 

As I always talk about it within the community, and also the people who discus it as well: We believe that there is being a vast shift in consciousness, and that everyone is slowly awakening, and gradually we all will to the point where the system itself will collapse from The Conscious Spiritual Revolution, and unlike the revolution many of us tend to visualize, this  revolution will not be done through violence, but rather through solely the effulgence of positivity, and unconditional love. 

It'll take time to occur, but many of us are gradually awakening from this, and the awareness of it has been spreading, and is still spreading even as I type. This awareness will lead to a vast change - credit to that good friend of mine, check him out. - , which will eventually be the fall of the Global Monopoly, and The World Government, and whatever's behind them controlling the spindles. 

That's it for now. I hope you all enjoyed it, and have an awesome present, and extremely beautiful day/night ! 

P.S. Contrary to what I've said, it's still quite skeptical when it comes to the Global Consciousness Shift, but I shall be talking about that in a different post. 

The Protagonists We Need

G'day mates, I'm back again after a while. I'm quite busy with school these days, so I sometimes I get a chance to review some topics while at lunch time there. Here's one I wrote in class when I was getting bored. Enjoy !

So, at the time I'm writing this, I'm just being bored at school. I'm just going to express some of my thoughts on this paper because that's what I like to do mostly. I'm slowly starting to see even more, and more behind the backs of the world's true leads. It's being efficacious, sure , but what can it even be with those consequences? Like being controlled by corporations who makes most of our daily life needs(basically producing stuff with the substances in to make us feel highly attracted towards it, and to buy even more of it, in this case, foods are highly abused). All of history has almost never been depicted with true facts, and evil itself being the route  of all deeds in this world may a parsimonious skepticism, but an honest theory, but calling it a theory won't be at all be honest either. There may be many evils  out there, but at the end of the day, every story has a greedy, evil antagonist, and a protagonist. There isn't one protagonist  in this story, though, cause it's not just a single story, it's all of our stories. Everyone can be the protagonist, just stop asking for the change. 

Be The Change ! 

The Lie That is Cancer - Part I

G'day mates, It's me again, back with yet another conspiracy post, but really it's quite true. So, sit back, and sip some tea, and get ready to go through some rather harsh side of reality, if you've never heard of this before , that is, which I'm sure by now, most of you do, except for Medical School Students, I guess.

(Note: I'll be taking a lot of information from Google, cause why not.)

So, to begin, what is Cancer ? According to Google, Cancer is A disease in which abnormal cells divide uncontrollably and destroy body tissues. Now, let's look at what causes cancer, and they are the following:
smoking, radiation, viruses, cancer-causing chemicals (carcinogens), obesity, hormones, chronic inflammation and a lack of exercise.

Also, not to forget that we get it from foods too, obviously. It's mostly the food that we get to buy from our local supermarket(I'm excluding fast food, and processed meat, because they're too obvious, I'm mainly focusing on non-processed food), and yes even the vegetables, we get do have the risk of causing cancer, because of the process they go through before they get to our local grocery(which is of course pesticide spray, and hormones injected, and such) , or market, but here's a good thing though, I'm talking about first world countries mostly, because from my experience of staying in South Asia for a decade, buying vegetables , and meat from the local groceries, and meat stores there are at last 50-60% safer to consume. Even, at the supervision of the government , and all, it's still allowed, even after it has been proved that they have been linked to causing cancer, and why is that you ask? Well, here's the next stage to the lie , and that is the medical industry.

Well, you see, the medical industry truthfully doesn't really care about its patience's wellness, it rather cares about its own growth in profiting off of patients' lives. The doctors are always taken out for meals, or gifted something for a certain prescription drug they suggest them to suggest to their patients, which most often doesn't do much affect at all, it just makes it worse, while the patients think that they might have the smallest luck of survival , or probably that they're going to be well soon, but in reality, it's eventually going to kill them. They're all blindfolded, it's not just the patients, it's the doctors too, as you see, when they go to medical school, they're never taught of natural remedies mostly, only about certain therapies,and prescription drugs, so they're not to be blamed either, it's the medical industry itself that is playing the game of profiting off of Cancer, and what can cure cancer is fucking illegalized by the damn government. 

I'll be talking about that, and the other cures on my next post. Till then, stay noticed. Good day/night to you all. 

The Demon Of Radsville

G'day, mates. I made this story a few months back, so I wanted to share it on my blog, so enjoy it, and let me know what you think about it in the comments below.

In the old town of Radsville, I went on a trip with my brother to meet an old friend. We checked in at a motel there, and the plan was to stay for 2 days. Well, I was mostly being a lazy arse and lying arse off at the hotel mostly , just checking my snap chat and whatsapp. Then , night time came and I decided to get out a bit since I lied my lazy arse off at the motel all day. My brother was sure deep asleep as it was 11 p.m. , and since the town was very less populated, almost like deserted , it felt quite scary to walk alone at night , but I started enjoying it after a while, I kept in mind not to walk too far away from the motel or else otherwise I might get lost. I put on music , so that I walked with no worries and there I forgot about keeping in mind about that , and after a while I actually glimpsed at my phone a bit and saw that it was almost midnight , like 11:59 p.m. I decided to call it a day and get back to the motel but the thing was I lost my way , I walked way too far away from the motel. Just so as it happened , I saw an early 20th century 1930 Murphy coming along the way....it seemed pretty strange for an early 20th century car riding along in the early 21st century. What was more strange is that it was appearing transparent as it got closer, for a moment I thought if I was stepping into a different dimension or time. My mind was totally confused with what happened. Did I find my way to the motel yet? No, I didn't. Everything all of a sudden seemed so strange , like even my phone was switched off , I don't know if it was a battery problem or not at that time , but it won't turn on at all. I decided to just walk into a direction and hoped that it would take me to the motel, I was also getting sleepy around this point , so the events next were very rather strange , but can't say if they were true. As I was walking back being drowsy, I could see a 6'10" figure walking towards me , I didn't pay much attention as I thought it was just a hallucination, but when it walked past me , it said " Would you like a ride in my 1930 Murphy modified by me?" I stood there for a bit and then asked him "Who are you?" He just said replied "Come along, sir." I was certainly freaked by this, a tall man talking like he's from the early 20th century , but has rather a very unusual apparel. I of course asked him " Why should I come just because you tell me to ?" . He looked at me with rather angry eyes and replied " So, this is what the people of this planet are like , rude when someone's being nice." He walked away with an angry face after that, and after a few metres , he mysteriously disappeared, but there was a note on the ground in what seemed to be in a very beautiful cursive font " BEWARE OF WHAT KILLS THE EARTH IS WHAT LIVES ON IT AND TAKES CONTROL, NOT WHAT MAKES IT UP, THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN PRODUCED OUT OF MOUTH OF THE HUMAN SOCIETY OF ONLY A FEW, WHERE NONE MAKE IT DO." After that , I noticed that my surroundings were a bit weird, and by this point I knew that staying here any longer would mean more and more trouble. I tried running , but I didn't know where I was going in the dark, and then slowly I begun hearing demonic roars, they got louder , and louder, and there was that same 6'10" man standing in front of my path. He was getting larger, and his body was becoming rather purple and a bit reddish too. He became a 15'0" monster, and then he said in his creepy demonic voice "Welcome to the last gate that will shut your puny soul forever." That was the last thing I saw before I woke up and realised that I fell asleep near a forest, which was strangely just near the motel, I could clearly see the motel. My phone was totally fine , it was 8 a.m. in the morning, I headed back to the motel of course, and saw that my brother was still asleep. I didn't say anything about it to my brother for a few days, but later on I did share..