Alright fine. Time for a new post after a prolonged period of no activity. Yes, I've been inactive for several months, many of which have been consequential thanks to the pandemic and what not. I mean if I'm being absolutely honest then perhaps my inactivity is thanks to a heavy number of brain fogs rather than an exterior element.
In the absence of thought, I've begun taking note of more schools of thought to pique my interest. When I typically attempt to write any posts, I begin by ascertaining that I know ample amount of information to make some sense out of it, even if it's the bare minimum. If I'm within the conviction that I lack enough credibility, substance, or information to reflect on it, I simply won't protrude much further with the writing and leave the topic in the learning phase instead of pushing for recollection or reflection.
Perhaps I've made use of seminars to cover this hole but they were rarer than A5 Wagyu. On the other hand, short-form conversations make up for a nice reflection but the doses of delirium that perturb me during social interactions is much higher than my typical routine. Refugees of socialisation weigh heavily on me post-everything.
Enough of the previous points, on to more unknown oceans:
As you can tell, up until now I've brought forth barely any productive topics. In all the 6 years I've kept this blog active, all it has ever been filled with are my ridiculous imaginations, propaganda, conspiracy theories, false information, etc. It's a myriad of metaphysical constraints on my mind, for that I sincerely hope no one makes any huge gamble or wager. A fair bit of me is troubled by the amount of exposé ( not the right word for reference but just pretend it's a "report of false facts.") I've left quite a trail behind.
If you're reading this first, I wish to let you know that you mustn't traverse any further than past year of my blog posts. Any further and you'll find yourself inside a cave that is baked in ignorance and propaganda, dogma even. The rabbit hole leads to an ex-pseudo-alt-right winger's den - blatantly something I'm highly ashamed of. Ideologically, I used to be more of a centrist than a right winger, however.
I forfeit my standing as soon as I became aware of the ideologies' intentions. Now you might be wondering, " What do you mean by 'aware' ? Weren't you aware of the ideologies when you were subscribed to them ? " I wasn't and that was the core issue. Perhaps If I became aware of it earlier, I would have forfeited it right then and there; after all, my attachment to "Catholicism" has been in the grave since my early teens and any bit of xenophobia, or LGBTQIA+-phobia I had were extinguished by my mid-teens ( especially after becoming aware of my own gender and orientation - as ironic and hypocritical as that sounds).
The only things that left me with subconscious prejudice were nothing more than alt-right-wing propaganda.
I strongly condemn against all of the things I wrote on my post - including the pseudo-scientific stuff I wrote years ago. I was nothing more than a foolish teenager trying my best to find a similarity in identity and beliefs.
I hope this ends the saga of my blog posts where I will no longer cover any type of pseudo stuff. This was meant to be nothing more than a note of "farewell" to those appalling days.
I hope to write again soon, whenever my mind and time permits me to. Farewell till then !
