Our burden stands right in front of what we ought to proceed, it's like taking a ride from one end of the galaxy- wishing to kickback and enjoy, to settling on some random planet with glamorous beauty of life, one beautiful enough to attract and invite our dopamine due to its uncommon and rare flavour. Our instincts were built so to do so, in order to keep the survival of our species. It's our burden to procreate and spread our agenda and influence all over the matrix.
This isn't just beauty, but also a sin.
For some, it may be the most beautiful of all arts that they'll ever experience; however, to some it's just not the way to go, it's just not ever about settling, it's all about exploring widely and freely without any restraint and settlement of responsibilities. It really astonished me when I was growing up, I've always held quite the opposition to settlements itself and still do. I never comprehended why people forsook their beautiful childhood behind in order to settle in for adulthood where they knew that fun would be out of the question- not to stereotype the thing in general, but that's how it seems.
As soon as the flower blooms, its objective isn't to stop blooming, it's to keep blooming until it withers away and joins back with its cosmic neighbors.
Life is fun, life is an experience, life is that one dream where we finally got to feel how it feels to be alive, yet failed to realise that there wasn't supposed to be any purpose or goals in this dream. We all made it up, because we wanted to feel like we were going somewhere trying to be satisfied. I guess we never tried to be happy even once, we don't even know what happiness is. Happiness is our constructed way of being partially satisfied, after all. It really doesn't exist at the point we delve. It only comes when we know how to love, and in order to love, we cease ourselves of our conservation of playing our norms. It'll still sound like quite the madman's imagination and since it's so even now, it's really up to us to move forward however we can. No one can force anyone to change anyone else's minds, it's really up to us, it's really dependent on how conscious we are willing to be or not. The secret teachings of all ages isn't just handed down to everyone, we got to work our way up to it, and that's when we'll realise that the secret was right next to us all our lives. Our demeanor isn't what'll dictate the future, it's our willingness to be conscious about our situation as a whole or not.
Where I'm standing at right now, in my late teens, I'm still perplexed. I've indeed been struggling with it a lot and resisting it is not the best thing in the entire world, but it actually does serve an advantageous consequence in the long run. Albeit, I do intend to keep going this way, there might be a certain point where the primordial instinct may fire up with its maximum potential and that's the point where my radar should be clear of all opportunities, otherwise disasters might be headed towards my way. I still wish to remain the curious child I was with continuous fantasies about the life in general, that was true happiness and the major growth spurt that everyone should probably have again.
This post reminded me of John Lennon’s answer to his teacher when she asked him what does he wanna be when he grows up and she says that he wants to be happy . She said he didn’t get the assignment and he said she didn’t get life . Indeed it is true in all of its sense when you ask for us to stand still and look around for once . Lost in this world of sweat , dirt and dust . Working like mules day in and day out heading nowhere . Killing dreams softly as we whisper to ourselves that’s what it takes to be adult or that’s what it takes to be in charge of life . Very well put. Amazing article .
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